1. |
Awaken
01:21
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In the beginning
There was the void
A primal opening
Relaying white noise
Forming Vibrations
It began to take shape
Thoughts became form
Within the chaotic storm
Order arose in the light
Reversing in the twilight
An approach of balance
Extremes within a chance
Consciousness itself awoke
There was silence
As the song broke out
So did the dance
A cosmic symphony
Within our soliloquy
The story was written
And then forgotten
As It played out
Within the illusion of space
And the beauty of clouds
Here we awoke
Energy incarnate
At last we can have a taste
To breathe creation
And lay within the lake
For it will be over
In a matter of time
The expansion ensued
Opposing contractions fate
For there was balance
Seemingly at the least
Yet power tips eventually
Thus it must be restored
For the states of mortality
Can never be ignored
For they rise and fall
A drop in the sea
As was always the case
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2. |
Stars of Atlas
03:31
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Heavens, Earth and the Underworld
Gaze upon the same source
A lost code in the cosmos
That man, demons and gods are looking for
We feel so much ambition
To lose ourselves through this search
As when we engage in validation
We aren't looking for what hurts
Our mind body and spirit
Entangled through Being
You know what's misleading
Is that we can't stop seeking
More, more and more, less is a bore
We are simply empty in our core
When we believe that we differ from the order
As it's natural and already perfect
So why do we devise complications and circuits
To distract ourselves from the simple fact
That we have a beginning and end on track
The stars, they always recommend
That we look to the present moment
As that is simply what we possess
A chance to experience consciousness
Here in the sand, my heart takes a stand
Calling to my ancestors and my blood clan
I don't have the answers, neither will thee
It plagued us all, most philosophers lose their sanity
As it differs to you, as it differs to me,
We are all floating along, universally
Within the aspects of eternity
A root, a branch, of the same world tree
This is a mere reminder
To the earthbound souls that conspire
To either live in vain seeking futility,
You'll realize what this poems seeks to teach
As we are simply on trial
To learn and love and bring one another together
If you are trying to alter your reality
Then you alone are living a fallacy
That which the immortals laugh at empathetically
Peering down, wishing they possessed mortality
Chaos they say provides clarity
Yet only to those upon a golden seat
Open your heart, simply breathe
We got this present, let it be a gift of serenity
Imposing upon yourself a curse of your own choosing
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3. |
Embers in Tune
04:28
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Wandering down that road
if you follow that lonely road
Now let me tell you child
wandering down that road
if you follow that lonely road
You just might find yourself
Now baby I don't know why you
Separate the truth, fact from fiction
Mind control, hypnotism, voodoo
All games that they play, but it's more with you
See when I grasp your eyes
And as you burn away my disguise
Fixated upon your serpentine plated height
Might and Plight meet
Both the Night and Light
Mysteries for mere pleasure
Within layers, transforming figures
You'll find what you seek
When your heart truly delivers
The essence of a picture
Hidden within love that shivers
Now as these chemicals hypothesize
That I'll be out
A different kind of high
Still you oh you, come to my sight
Within another lucid dream
I suppose you are my poltergeist
Play the role of angel or demon
Blissfully relieved or I'm screaming
Magic blossoms ever so shortly
Within this present frame, endlessly
Mysteries for mere pleasure
Within layers, transforming figures
You'll find what you seek
When your heart truly delivers
The essence of a picture
Hidden within love that shivers
Now at last, the clock shall crash
Time is forfeit, a measuring glass
As it has always been futile
To calculate the endless spiral
Some are in denial, others on trial
Yet we are all of the same pile
Built of a different genetic file
Together we represent infinite potential
Don't you worry, we'll set sail
Towards the end of our trail
Mysteries for mere pleasure
Within layers, transforming figures
You'll find what you seek
When your heart truly delivers
The essence of a picture
Hidden within love that shivers
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4. |
Summa
04:03
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Well I watch you lay
As each thought passes
And then decays
A moment too soon
A chance taken too late
Well my sweet love
You know I can't be another case of fate
Because I'm living within the lucid state
Yes, as of late
Please demonstrate and indoctrinate me
Slow down, we don't need proof
We can be alien and aloof
To the bonds we've made
And the bonds that we lose
This world is a canvas
We paint that which we choose
Don't you ever give way
To what's precious in truth
Your demeanor
Yes, you seem to contemplate the way
In which your body
Moves along to the sway
Final residuals at last
well they burn away
Why do we simply relay
These thoughts, rather estranged
Suppose we play by the rules
Yet I can't stand this game
Slow down, we don't need proof
We can be alien and aloof
To the bonds we've made
And the bonds that we lose
This world is a canvas
We paint that which we choose
Don't you ever give way
To what's precious in truth
My mind's a speeding train
Constantly forging a new domain
Between my love and my disdain
Infatuated with thoughts that remain
Within the open skyline
Would you consider or define
This everlasting sequence
Lost to the depths of time
Consider our beginning
As ending a piece of our mind
Which was confined
In our hearts that coincide
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5. |
Cycles of Denial
04:16
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History repeats itself with such sudden conviction
As we analyze our minds
Predetermined genetic afflictions
No longer do we hold dear
Our own internal convictions
Rather we cling to the fear
At the bottom of our hearts ocean
The waves of emotional distortion
Rocking our souls upon notions
Thoughts, issues and anecdotes
Far and wide, so who's to know
The answer for you and I
Lays within an empty room
Where the truth hides
Fate is waiting, shall you coincide
Hiding among the shadows
Looking towards a distant fire
A moment shatters, a quick fix
No it never seems to falter
That pushes us ever farther
From where you just may fit
Scream to your heavenly father
The earthly mother absolves your sins
You want to live forever?
Then this is where you begin
Thoughts, issues and anecdotes
Far and wide, so who's to know
The answer for you and I
Lays within an empty room
Where the truth hides
Fate is waiting, shall you coincide
To borrow, steal or attain your time
You wish to fast forward only to rewind
For our experience shall collide
With our essence, hopes a message
When we didn't get the lesson
Acceptance too, is within you
To at last release the past
Forget the futures standards
Live a life that is for you
The only path we ever knew
Thoughts, issues and anecdotes
Far and wide, so who's to know
The answer for you and I
Lays within an empty room
Where the truth hides
Fate is waiting, shall you coincide
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6. |
Fabrications
04:53
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They built me my own labyrinth
Once I became the minotaur
Extinct of the mythological era
Portrayed in the ancient lore
Beaten and broken in a cage
They tore off my remaining horn
Plagued and filled with an empty rage
Soon they will know my scorn
Hell I am a saint
Lord knows I'm a sinner
An angel and a demon
Make you smile and quiver
Which road I shall take
Only time will tell
And to be honest, as of late
Every hour I hear the church bell
Climbing up to heavens gates
Missed a step, back to earth I fell
Ashes and embers rained from the sky
Beasts of the light and night began to cry
As we begged and prayed for forgiveness
We realized that we alone have torn
The equilibrium between love and hate
We were lost for so long now we've come to see
That if we can't challenge our fate
We'll live the same life until we are free
Hell I am a saint
Lord knows I'm a sinner
An angel and a demon
Make you smile and quiver
Which road I shall take
Only time will tell
And to be honest, as of late
Every hour I hear the church bell
Climbing up to heavens gates
Missed a step, back to earth I fell
Misunderstand the approach
Question what we've become
How can you grasp the meaning of zero
If you don't know what you've done
As the hour strikes love
The sky births the sun
Now as we meld into the shadows
This melody entices the wild ones
Hell I am a saint
Lord knows I'm a sinner
An angel and a demon
Make you smile and quiver
Which road I shall take
Only time will tell
And to be honest, as of late
Every hour I hear the church bell
Climbing up to heavens gates
Missed a step, back to earth I fell
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7. |
Fools Ship
05:31
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We float upon the fool's ship
Emotions and actions are our correspondence
Messages in a bottle
Derail our consciousness
Well some are cannons
While others are merely captives
And if you jump overboard, you will cease to exist
Our names are written upon the passenger list
We play our roles if only to persist
Knowing that our mystery is reveal in bondage
Knowing that my mystery is revealed in bondage
I'm laying in the open water
Heaven is above me
Hell is far under honey
And what shall we discover
All these treasures are empty
So I am sailing farther
In the middle of serenity
There lay a diamond fountain
Blood was flowing rather readily
Reminded me of my ancient ancestry
Those that have lived and have died before me
They alone hold the key to eternity
The question remains, girl with you dance with me
To the notes of this makeshift universe
We pretend all day, all we do is rehearse
I'm laying in the open water
Heaven is above me
Hell is far under honey
And what shall we discover
All these treasures are empty
So I am sailing farther
All the bandits and the lawyers
The prostitutes and the priests
The barters as well as the thieves
Well they all sit upon the same feasting table
Laughing and crying, spill fable after fable
All are subjected to the same crucible
Adhering to principles that their opposites ridicules
For this environment is taunting and daunting
The past, present and future are always intertwining
Yet in truth we are merely subjects
That inhabit the vessel known as the fools ship
I'm laying in the open water
Heaven is above me
Hell is far under honey
And what shall we discover
All these treasures are empty
So I am sailing farther
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8. |
Shaking Me Up
04:20
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See I got a question
What is with all the distractions
There are too many lessons
And never enough intuitions
Been hesitant lately
As my heart continues to evade me
I think its fear quite frankly
A fallacy fed through a screen to both you and me
But enough of the reasons
Humans change just like the seasons
Yeah we've been bleeding
Just so that we can reach a solution
Reaching for absolution
Yet another intrusion
Please forgive my breathing
It is rather misleading
Yet the more I slow down
The more I begin to feel
Like this world is shaking me up
Because honey I cant simply
Pretend that how I feel
Isn't truly waking me up
Well maybe we are out of luck
it doesn't matter anymore
I suppose that it never did at all
Believed that I was ever so tall
Never thought I'd be the one to fall
Break, shatter and ultimately splinter
From the smooth summer to the frigid winter
Cause I'm a master and then a beginner
Warm as the sun yet you make me shiver
Seeking refuge in these foreign lands
Working until I cannot feel my hands
Comfort the empty bottle and then reprimand
The foolishness that falls through quick sand
Oh these emotions make me weak
A man in victory falls to defeat
Yet the more I slow down
The more I begin to feel
Like this world is shaking me up
Because honey I cant simply
Pretend that how I feel
Isn't truly waking me up
Well maybe we are out of luck
Rising through these ebony streets
Please destroy this false identity
Cause there is a song playing in the distant shadows
And I longer want to look inside
Because I've been there before and I would rather hide
Cause I'm a lone wolf and I was made to lie
Upon a bed of thorns and ashes
Reminiscing of the sapphire sky
Under the full moon lit night
Where I let our embers burn out and die
Nevermind that photographic memory
It was meant to long ago be buried
Under the sands of infinity
See we are in bondage or we are free
Yet the more I slow down
The more I begin to feel
Like this world is shaking me up
Because honey I cant simply
Pretend that how I feel
Isn't truly waking me up
Well maybe we are out of luck
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9. |
Crimson Moonlight
06:04
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There's blood in the moonlight
A broken bottle on the trail
Rust upon the battered sails
And a ghost by the basement rails
A pity we can't analyze
The evidence that led us here
And I can't read your mind honey
I'm not a gifted seer
Wonders pass me by sweet child
Into the empty air I stare
As you once lay in the shadows
An empty hollow now is clear
Leaving these chills in my veins
Yeah my heart is forever stained
Should I go, should I remain?
Burn down the weeping willow
As I can't live in fear
Of what shall be done
Cause in due time
Empty prayers no longer keep love there
Yeah cool down, lay by the ocean
Maybe your fragile fingers
Will run through my wavy hair
I know these are lost memories
We alone seem to care
I met the son of god in a dream
Yet it was a woman and she was mean
Said son your living a lie it seems
If you live in the past, thinking of dead queens
Yet I know I'm not the only one
Running from the bullets of your gun
Bathe me in crimson, oh holy one
Maybe then I'll remember just where I'm from
Cause I hear them thundering drums
Down in the valley, these echoing thumps
The trumpets of war, no I ain't done
I'm in a war of my own
Only when I see you will I know I've won
Burn down the weeping willow
As I can't live in fear
Of what shall be done
Cause in due time
Empty prayers no longer keep love there
Yeah cool down, lay by the ocean
Maybe your fragile fingers
Will run through my wavy hair
I know these are lost memories
We alone seem to care
Many a man has lost his tongue
To the weight of the world
Or the knife of a loved one
Rarely do we worry of our enemies
They try to kill us, only physically
But the words of those you call family
Can shrink you below, leave you on your knees
Until the end of our days, so help me please
I'll question my fate alongside harpies
Those that made us blind for mere fun
No child is an experiment, nor should they be on the run
For these whispers in the night that shake my bones
Are reminders that there are many without a home
So we'll be at peace, at least for the time
For soon we shall turn to ashes and forget why
We were questioning our existence to begin with
Persistence is key, healing is forgiveness
Burn down the weeping willow
As I can't live in fear
Of what shall be done
Cause in due time
Empty prayers no longer keep love there
Yeah cool down, lay by the ocean
Maybe your fragile fingers
Will run through my wavy hair
I know these are lost memories
We alone seem to care
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10. |
Jupiters Wrath
05:50
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There's a time capsule at my feet
Scorched feathers surround the street
A stop sign that's broken down
Letters upon the burial mound
As we keep on marching without a sound
Across the universe we go round and around
Cause the future is broken, the past is made
Each day we keep on dwindling away
Maybe this life is uncertain
But it ain't a burden
So let's keep searching through the everglades
Cause we can fade, slip up and decay
Or bloom this day indefinitely
As there is always a price to pay
We'll understand the waves in motion someday
Chaos in a silken dress
Make and break these promises
Order in a suit and tie
The world is ours without confine
They shatter our hollow minds
As we are searching for harmony
The wild road is filled with irony
I see a spark upon a flake of snow
Just like our souls, it burns so slow
Yet the effect that it solidified
Was creating change in territory denied
We cut through worlds unseen to the eye
The purgatory of the cosmos is realized
When we burn a match and enjoy the ride
For no one knows what tomorrow brings
Another victory in futility as the alarm rings
To once again soar freely and then sing
A song in silence for our forgotten suffering
Cause it's not over, yeah it's all right
To feel at peace with nothing tonight
Lay in the ashes, born again in light
Bones to pick with dead men
Over gambling debts and mayhem
Angels are bound to our world
Then again, they forget their identity
Conform to the paradox of humanity
Dwindling love within serenity
Comes back home with scars and whiskey
Only to love themselves more wholly
Reflections in the aging hourglass
Come one, come all, take a cast
For the dice of life is always on the run
If you don't take your turn, there is none
Cause it ain't cruel but it's rarely fair
This burden of ours, these crosses we bear
Many of us wandering without a care
Cause when we look inside, our demons stare
Tell me, why would we ever lie
Of our emotions, the truths we hide
They are sealed within a time capsule
Only when we are ready to share
Will the world stop spinning to behold
The treasure in our hearts, richer than gold
Just was the wise have said
If you live in dread then you are dead
Worse than lead or poisoned bread
Is to live uncertain of the path you tread
So pick up that linen white flag
Surrender to the war within
That's been defeating you through pride
We are one with a story to tell
Belonging to the world, heaven and hell.
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11. |
Creators Creation
03:39
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Laying by Shivas side
Allah calls by sunrise
Christ is resenting me
Buddha hoping that I will see
The wisdom of Confucius's lies
Deities baptized in my mind
Because where our creator resides
Is incomprehensible although Humans try
To manifest that which lies in you and me
And then we define that as theology
Yet if my mind won't let me be
There is always modern medication & psychotherapy
Well you know
That life is
A mere roll
Of these dices my honey
Yes you know
Our life is
The same old game
We've been playing
Say it aloud, where are we getting?
Never knew that eternity
Would bind me through infinity
I can rarely sleep
When I do, it's far too deep
So I pace in circles, always by threes
Wondering why it's just another day
That you are preaching to me
Of yet another fallacy
As it differs for you
Just as it is different for me
I'd never try to program thee
So why can't ya simply let me be?
Well you know
That life is
A mere roll
Of these dices my honey
Yes you know
Our life is
The same old game
We've been playing
Say it aloud, where are we getting?
Come together, a wise man said
Years later, a bullet became his end
Because it seems what we dread
Is having to accept what we can't comprehend
Dissect this piece and leave it in pieces
For peace is a riddle that constantly ceases
As there is rarely profit in unity
So they make war and separate our humanity
And we fear that we will end up deceased
So we follow the roles like cattle and sheep
Really though, we are dead already
If we can't live in love, indefinitely
Well you know
That life is
A mere roll
Of these dices my honey
Yes you know
Our life is
The same old game
We've been playing
Say it aloud, where are we getting?
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12. |
Tin Man
03:29
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At times I begin to feel
Like a man made of steel
Oil instead of blood
Circuitry instead of veins
Emotions that are calculated
To override this pain
A moment of bliss
Then I am back to the game
My system feels an overload
When I scan that fair lady
A technician, rewire my disposition
Towards a more favorable fate
Cause I feel at ease
My humanity returns to me
Whenever I surrender to your ecstasy
Don't need to write a riddle
Cause your simple to me
That's all that matters indeed
My mind's got enough complexity
A game of risk in real time
Tell me, what's your strategy
Ponder your inhibitions, certainly
Takes time to reprogram
Our biological tendencies
Even longer to inspire mental release
Past chapters hold ghosts and fallacies
That flow throughout our frequency
Enticing monsters to break our chemistry
Our cellular composition throughout eternity
Different pieces to a puzzling seed
Cause I feel at ease
My humanity returns to me
Whenever I surrender to your ecstasy
Don't need to write a riddle
Cause your simple to me
That's all that matters indeed
My mind's got enough complexity
Naturally we are primal chaos
Yin and yang, embers upon the sea
Isolation can make us hardwired
Rusty just like machinery
Yet within the kaleidoscope scenery
Magic flows ever so purely
Figments of the totality manifest suddenly
Blinding me, unplugging me, reset this fantasy
Entering yet another chapter
So that we receive what we seek to achieve
Cause I feel at ease
My humanity returns to me
Whenever I surrender to your ecstasy
Don't need to write a riddle
Cause your simple to me
That's all that matters indeed
My mind's got enough complexity
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13. |
Lights On
03:21
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Well I could take this lyre
And burn it upon the pyre
Celebrate noises of antiquity
In Hope's to inspire
A new found resolution
Dissolving the institutions
Welcoming you to reality beyond illusions
It's a game of cat and mouse, look around
You wouldn't make a sound
If the 7 trumpets blared aloud
Yet it is ever so clear to see
That we embody duality
The friction within this fiction is a harmony
So look on past right through it
If you meet the eye of darkness, lose it
For breaking shackles and commandments
Is bringing us to understanding
The commander and controller
Attempting to rule me through a charter
That I have never read nor aligned with
For I am a new millennium correspondent
Reporting on the distortions
That represent the contortions
Magnify your alibi of delusion
While the merry mayor makes an intrusion
Claiming to have discovered a new way
To bring law and order within serenity
To manipulate thee is to manipulate me
So we are spelling it out you see
For there is no freedom within a skeletons hand
You can't find paradise within no man's land
We cant rebuild society once it is rubble
We cant heal nature if we ourselves are corrupted
So let's get started, there is no point or target
Merely the acceptance of our responsibility
To write a better story than what we've alloted
So welcome to the beginning of our game
Is have a brand new name
One as ancient as the wind
And as soft as the rain
As stalwart as the earth
As passionate as the flames
For we vibrating pure love, enough is enough
Fear is a distraction and pain won't lift us up
If we want to be free, it starts individually
Cause if you try to change the world
The world with certainly alter thee
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14. |
Dream
01:14
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Within the paradox of infinity
Creating the concept of destiny
A singular heroic journey
Within the collective of silence
There is always a stance
For the belief is a map
Yet the opposite territory is tracked
Blossom and bloom
Like the sweet water lily
Fly and hunt valiantly
Like the eagle soaring freely
The experience is yours
Unless you decide it's denied
It is breaking and shattering
Every figment of imagination
Shallow and hollow, evading
What it truly means to be connected
As it was in the ending
So shall it be once more
The core, the heart
An emanating seed
Birthing the entirety
Of our transparent reality
Into a vision of complexity
Embrace the simplicity
For within a single breath
Envision the concept
That it shall be end
If only to once more begin
Alas, that is the game you see
What we call humanity
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The Aquarian Initiative is the musical project of Canadian musician Brandon Andovic. Here you will find some beautiful music to serenade your soul and tickle your heart. Much love to you all.
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